band

justin came back. Ahh.

School SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. But i need toat least try to love it by a teeny weeeny bit. :D eh, justin was super funny. We kept making fun of subway and did alot of crazy stuff.
And wow damnit, there's geog test tmr. Mdm kong, send kingkong here to bring me away from singapore!

sleeper's a gay.!

Bokura Nari No. Yes

taken before cross country. Style okay. Ahaha

School sucks alot! Yes, i daydreamt during geography class. Mdm kong was just so boring, Chinese was horrid boring, let alone english lesson. Worst has yet to come! Maths, horrible. But i realised something, it's not easy to teach and my dad asked me to forgive him. Ah well, i'm nice? so yea

Today, my left eye was bigger then the other! & it hurts big time. For the first time in dunearn i actually bowed to a teacher. Mr Ong! WOOOOOOOHOO, and he said it was rare to such things. Ahh there goes! Another evidence i'm really nice. eh sorry. haha

for the first time, the air's so sweet today.

Peishi threw something really hard into my eye (which was somehow swolllen) and bounced back. Omg thanks man! :'( Tuition was bad. bad bad, I couldn't concentrate but school was fairly okay.

back to the books. Nerak says so. Aha
Bicycles.

when i'm embarrassed, i tend to cover my face.

I havent touch a single homework. Let alone mr wee's homework. Eh , not funny. I should heed Wu Lao Shi's advice. Even when your friends had already went forward 10 steps and youre still going for that 1 step. Why give up?

I'll do my chinese even if it means i'm really a whole pile of bullshyts. I hope Mr alex lo won't balalalalalalalalal me! I didn't complete SS wb and passed it up, how dumb. HOW DUMBBBBBBBBB how dumb tsk tsk tkstksktk skt.

school starts at 830. oleh.
tuition tmr. *bang head on the grass*

i will try. If you want me to

When youre in love, you'll think about the person 24/7

back from church. Still wondering where geraldine went. ah well. i feel relieve, maybe because i thought someone was angry with me. And now i'll have to guess what homework we have. smack that! Aha I've trusted men too much. Its time to let it go and move on. Trust in the lord. Amen

I had every line rehearsed I'd say to you today,
then you looked into my eyes & they just slipped away

i don't want to be a desperate loser. heard that? Desperate. Cross country was fun. Or rather, turf city. Pretty hilarious.. Doubletasking when running really sucks. Oh thanks. Now i'm partially sick

I'm sorry zijian.

you are one in a million

given up 5Ps.

code for the day:Chairs and tables

school was horrifying awesome. Aha, mainly because we had chem and bio practicals today. I tasted pure salt produced by winnie and I and also managed to see cheek cells. not forgetting the fact that someone broke the glass rod and got scolded by mdm leow like shit.

sectionals the whole day during band. Plain fun.

if i miss you

will i lose track of time.

伤害

nevertheless, thank you

i miss 2e5 more then anything else. This year is really awful. miserable

like strangers.

Code for the day : Play badminton

it was me. then you then me then you then me. And now its me again, its a __________________________________

I think its really a joy to bond.

yeah. awesome.

all pissed. really pissed

*looks at time table
Wth. Geography and maths. What a dread, freak.
And weird thoughts came into my mind.I just passed maths like omg and failed biology. Didn't discouraged me but instead it did the opposite. Determined and disciplined. Ahh! Can't wait to sing the school song (seriously?)

i'll proceed to do my homework and forget about you

lesson one: Don't be too nice

where's your fashion sense?

I've been posting everyday! Not exactly a good thing tho. O yeah. Had band and we did it in the hall, clashed with the cheerleaders. Hm? Things to do!

• Complete geog (!!)
• Complete chemistry (!!) plus revision
• Study maths :(
  
• Practise on running notes like second nature to me
• Practise for cross country? (abit too late yeah.)
• alter jeans
• be happier to others!
  

Ah well, *shakes head* Today wasn't exactly a great day, plus this week wasn't that good either.

hyper. no no

we were bored in class. depressing!
And i failed my theory exam. !*@&!@(! Saddening. but owell, not my fault either, it was so rush last year. all the best for my retaking
firstly. its not smth to be proud of but something to learn from. Pick yourself up from mistakes, troubles. Although i might not be the best person who can give you advice but never give up. I'm not giving up, why should you? i might be il

so gonna fail bio and maths test.

just a short post!
met my new sec 1 juniors! Grace and Sabrina! Hamster and dophin. Love them. Not forgetting Peirong, carol,peiwen ,sheryl and fiona!

doublereeds! go go!

and also our beloved alumnis. QINYUAN AND CHRISTINE

true faith

band was fun. Justin came back and didn't play incantation&dance or sunrise and safari. Instead we played like "joy to the world"?! "silent night" and pretty nice duet.

One trouble comes after another. I'm confused whether i should do this or not, i'm scared of the consequences. I'm even worried about myself. I should stop ___ over such silly stuff.
don't worry about me guys. i'm really fine.

joy & love to everyone! (LOL)
tmr sec1s will be coming . ha

be strong. be courageous. What i've learnt this week : to have faith. True faith

what can a mere man do to you. Nothing

alright. i have to admit i'm stupid but i'm not so stupid to the extend that i can't diff a teacher who can teach to a teacher who cannot teach. Surprisingly, the teacher can't even teach properly the genius in my class. *shakes head*

I wonder how are we gonna cope with Amaths with mr poh. tell me leh?

what can a mere man do to you. Again, nothing

i guess obstacles are placed in our lifes just to make us stronger.
for me, i really felt closer to God and even i've started praying for often then before.

i didn't much succeed in staying happy for today but i'll try my best. My faith was like the wave, up and down. constantly forgotten what God had told me, to rejoice no matter what happens.
I DON'T what to get bothered by anything arnd me or even what my desires tells me to do. Cos i think its really gross.

If the world caved in around me, i'll still hold on to you.

thank you melanie and someone who knows what i'm going through ;)
And finally. God

God:What can a mere man do to you? Me: Nothing..

i went church late for the first time. felt rather weird but nevertheless it was a fruitful day afterall. Even though sometimes i do dread going church but when i went, i never ever regretted at all. Good isnt it?

i'm in no mood for excitment or anything. Nor am i depressed. Just a plain calming mood, do not expect too much from me tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow. sorry if i couldn't entertain you guys, maybe i never did. whatever it is, i hope this week will be a better one and fruitful.. I don't want to care about silly stuff which is not worth worrying about.

If i have wings that could fly
All that i need is you are
If the world caved in around me
to you i still on.

to you i still hold on.. to you i still hold on

i'm tired. but i'll be still, and "know youre God".

Sorry.. to whoever you are..

be still.

school was short today. Felt so so so weird because there was no band today! So i stayed in class to discuss about Valentine's day stuff and proceed to help Mr Eric low to sort out the student's card from sec 1-5. Rather interesting, i get to see people's picture when they were sec 1 and i tell you, super interesting!

O yeah, guess what. We actually taught Mr Poh a sum ytd. but he still claim he taught us that, ee ee whatever. Band tmr ! I really need to buck up on my running notes and practise till its like second nature to me!

ocx text me smth abt "be still and know youre God". Again, it set me thinking on my way back.I really should just cast all my burden on God and live the life God has planned for me. Seriously, i need to stop worrying. But too, i need to play a part.

- manage my time well

-play well in oboe

-work hard and score really well

-not to be a life science student that wash test tubes only

-score in maths w/o mr poh's useless help

depressing

Stressful. very stressful.

school was. -----------
i bet everyone still doesn't understand what mr poh is talking about right. Unless for those, who actually figured out themselves. (i guess i really need to be independent for Emaths !)
Mdm Kong's lesson was ?! She printed everybody of what i've written for homework, which is susposed to be good, but in the end, she told the class she kind of rejected what i've written. & yay! Geog class have this malaysia trip this march holidays, i hope it'll be a success!

had band today. Full sectionals day. 30 mins before band ended, i was daydreaming and mr Yeo caught me. *opps, but anyway. he then taught me and was rather stressful but nevertheless, fruitful. He told me things that set me thinking on the way back home and i really want to thank him for that.

to be frank, being in 3E2's rather stressful. Mdm leow expects the best from us because apparently we are susposed to be. (what kind of logic of that?)

never was, and never will be.

pissed

to inform you, i really detest my Maths teacher. Mr Michael Poh, sorry to say but i really do. I don't uds a single word from him and he talks crap like as if it's funny. Your emaths teaching sucks like crabmeat again. Pls man, at least make it simpler so i can understand alright?

now i'm on the verge of taking emaths tuition which is super dumb ok.
How to score well. Omg. Mdm kong for pure geog, king kong is a copyright FREAK
very tired.... really :'(seriously . argh

Mug

mug mug mug :(
My body is aching all over!

swollen eyes, sore throat

The expectations are different. I feel so pressurised by the fact that I really need to work doublly or even, triply hard to keep up with my current classmates. Being in 2E5 is so different from 3E2. Its not just working hard, but i feel more of competing with them. Or even, the best around singapore.

I'm not sure whether it's possible.

tired.

I'm exhausted. Seriously!! I'm VERY EXHAUSTED.. Ever seen school started, had been reaching home at 7 plus and today was the worst and the best. Had fun asking people to join band but the bad thing is, now my feet (that includes my toes!) hurts like crabmeat. Lol?

The teachers for my class were rather good. I hope i'll score well this time. Band tmr again. I'm tired ! But endure! If you offended me its okay, and if i've offended you in any way. I'm very sorry :(

Thanks loanshark for jelly. really appreciated it

wanted to close down my blog but nah. Why should i do that! That wld be like toturing myself. O well. Thank God winnie stopped me. Anyway, i might be considering to choose people to view my blog. Its quite tough to say what you want to where the whole world can see your post and everything. or maybe not?

we'll see.

Rainbow! Long Big Beautiful RAINBOW!

Wow. Yesterday I went east coast to walk Xiaojia and it was really really packed with people in tents, having bbq. Unfortunately, after walking for about 15 minutes.. it started to rain! I bet those people are just started bbqin' are like. ?!! Went home and went for dinner at bukit timah! Awesome.

for the first picture. you can see a rainbow! Its really bIG! Like a big semi circle around singapore!This reminds me of the promise God gave us, and really comforted me alot.

Tmr's school! Although its quite sad that i'll be only going for half day only, i hope the Band's Sound check in Singapore Conference hall wld be good! *smiles widely* That's all.
*hugs*

Its not scary to go school afterall. being there so many times during the holidays.
happy new new new year.